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Better days~

Feeling so MUCH better this morning...& i didn't even sleep! Funny thing is i spent the night up trying to cure myself...and people say SICK people need sleep. THIS IS BULLSHIT. In my case anyway. So much for listening to that!

I am however feeling slightly sleepy now...& bored.
I'll survive...i decided to english-fy my blogg. since no one will understand Swede.
My sore throat is now minimal...but my tiredness is DEF.100% so i should probably sleep soon.

It is afterall 6:30am, and only freaks like me stay up the whole night.
The laptop is also making me feel really hot as I am laying under my duvet with the laptop burning ontop.

Strepsils Honey Lemon & HL tea is my new bestfriend, and my new lifesaver!
Anyone with tips on how to get rid of sickness, HOOK A SISTER UP!

Anyway this blog is really about me feeling completely lost these pass couple of days...i have no idea what i'm doing with my life & FFS TOM IF YOU'RE READING THIS, Please come here & save me or live with me, cause i know you're in more of a hell hole than me! Come be with me i'm bored & need a human companion that i don't have to feel pressured by!
Back to reality...i really need to know what happens next in gossip girl...and i don't think the next ep is out yet, cause its now SEASON 3~ I don't get why all the good shows go so slow...but for now i'll go watch Dirty Sexy Money.

You know you love me
x.o.x.o

So sick :[

I am terribly sick! I will shoot someone if i don't get better soon.
My throat hurts so bad I should be croaking soon!!
And i decided to buy strepsils! Lemon Honey!! i made Lemon Honey tea too!!
YUMM! but sore throat :(

People Should Mind Their Own Business.

Fucking people can't mind their own fuckin' business & let me do my shit my own way!
I hate people like that, it had nothing to do with them whatsoever and they like to butt in other peoples shit & ruin it for them! I need alcohol..i am so fuckin pissed off only God himself can help me!
Really people these fuckin days..fucking nosy parkers.

Creative Photography Of The Day;<3

Make-Up Of the Day:

Fashion Photography Of The Day:

Decisions...decisions; To be or Not To be?

I've Decided that the following will be apart of my birthday...

;Venue
;Photographer
;A night long of partying.
;Alcohol & Drunken nights
;Dress to Impress

I think this is what i want...still not too sure. I may just want quiet drinks & a night out...really...there's no need to party.
I don't really do much on any of my birthdays. Actually yeah I won't do anything...just can't be bothered.
Birthdays has gotten boring ever since i had them as i got older...BORING. So i guess maybe just a REG night out in town.
I just wanna spend it with the people i love & care oh so much for<3>


Oh & what i said about falling inlove, Now i have to figure out if i want to actually say the words...Tell the person how much they actually MEAN to me, what's bad is the person is such a dear friend.
I don't want to make it go feeling all awkward with silence or anything..& i have to figure out what i want...& if i do want it...if i should tell him at all.
Relationships & Love lives are so troublesome. Its too early to say anything though so i want to wait...but apparently here's how it goes for my girl & Guy friend:

Guy:

Sometimes the person you care about most is right infront of your face and you don't even know it or realise it until it's too late for you to do anything about it.
Right now you're okay so i think you should tell him if you want him, its better knowing now then live wondering how it would have been.

Girl:

I don't think you should say anything at all..it's too early, it's cute but it's too early.

HELLO! somebody give me answers more options these are too complicated, i myself don't even know if i want to or not...especially if the guy is my friend - FML!

Ed Westwick; ohSOsexy